Why am I so nervous?

Alan stood nervously preparing himself mentally for what he was just about to do.

He could not believe how nervous and excited he was at the same time.

He could not remember his first time as a man feeling like this.

But then he was the one in control & not the one having to submit to another.

He reminded himself to bee brave and just relax as he entered the bedroom joining his wife who was now a man for their first love making session since the great shift had screwed everything up.