I was a woman trapped in a man's body, and I wanted out.
I've been offered surgery, but I did not want to just look like a woman; I wanted to feel like a woman, I wanted to menstruate, I wanted to be able to get pregnant, I wanted to breastfeed my baby, and I wanted to be a woman in all senses of the word.
That's what led me to stand on the bridge that night, contemplating throwing myself into the river when she appeared.
I could not believe it was Brie Larson standing there next to me, shimmering in golden light.
She told me this was not what I wanted to do, and this was not the path I was supposed to be on.
She told me to take her hand, and once I did, she jumped and we both fell towards the water.
I hit the water.
Heart pounding, I awoke in a soft, warm bed, looking up to the ceiling.
A voice inside my head told me to love this life, to do my best, and to live it to the full.
I slid out of bed and felt breasts move on my chest and an emptiness between my legs that made my heart flutter.
With happy joy and glee in my heart, I looked for a mirror.
I what towards the one at the end of the room, not believing what I was seeing, was this my reflection, really?
Was I now Brie Larson?
You ever thought that you were in in the wrong body, I did, I all ways in did. I like hundreds or thousands of people like me, were born in the wrong body, I know, I know, there are allot of people if tell them that you crazy and stupid, that, if you do this or that you grow out of it, if are taking medication to help you care you of this disillusion, so say, I knew like many know that it wasn't a disillusion , it was real, I want to be one, I mean actually be one, physically , biologically, and mentally and emotional too, I wanted to experience being a girl, , experiences of have a periods, the possible of getting pregnant, thew wonder and pains of giving birth to a child, the dozens of many things of being a girl a woman, I don't want to dress as a girl, or go thou , the process, of going thru the shots , pills and surgeries, and had none of the joys and pains of, I meditate on it there had to be away to do it, than it being cosmetic , I guess they probably want the same but the level of know science and technology good , but it was basic the same when it started, oh I admit it improve to some degree, but it was it a gender change, well no, it was more cosmetic, I want it was real, so I started to meditate and mediate , it help me, then something happened , I mean really happened, when I woke up the next morning, I felt different, but was a good sort of different, when I fully a wake, I could, feel it, I could feel the weight on my chest, the emptiness between my legs, I feel my hair that was sort of too long, when I spoke to myself, then when I wanted to splash some water on me, then I saw myself in the mirror. For a moment I thought I was dreaming still, but I knew I wasn't, I touched my face, my breasts, I even touch between my legs and felts them, I had to know was it real, yes it was real, ever thing was real, I looked the same but not the same, even my place was the same but with feminine touch it was me , but not me, so how did this happen , I not sure, some kind of transportation , teleportation, some kind device or machine, was some exchange to a AlterNet really , switching to another person who was the same, magic, super science, or the cosmos co-wreaked it mistake , here is allot of theories, and reasons, many someday I will fine out why, because there many need to be themselves, if you have told that, your transgender and your crazy your not, sometimes you born in the wrong body, and you need to correct it. So if it happen to you, joy it, figure later
ReplyDeleteloved it
Delete