It just felt like something I had to do

Most people could not understand my decision to become a woman.

You see, I was always the macho man who always managed to pull the ladies. 

I didn't want to change my gender because I was born in the wrong body or because I felt like a woman.

It was just because when I turned 30, I wanted to be a parent. 

I didn't want to just be a father I wanted to be a mother. 

I wanted to carry the baby, give birth to the baby, breastfeed the baby and love it like only a mother could.

Which meant having a gender change. 

I got sperm from a sperm bank and had myself artificially inseminated with it two days after my procedure. 

Now, I'm happily expecting my first baby.