Samuel did not like this, not at all. He had to live as a girl(woman) 24hours a day, 7 days a week for a period of one year. Which probably means that was going to dress as one. But he didn't get it. He was to be one, physically and biologically, that mean mentally and emotionally to. After a week of the transfiguration process was complete.
Samuel was in his girlfriends Rebecca closet. Tried out his first pair of lingerie ( a pair of panties and brassiere too). He put on that was feminine but not to feminine or to girly. Something that most girls wore underneath their clothes. Samuel did it like he done it many, many times before.
Then Rebecca smile and said very nice, it was like you done this hundreds of times Sarah she said. Who is Sarah, Samuel said. Well, Your Sarah, Sarah she said, my name is Samuel, Samuel I'm a guy. Not now, not for 12 months. Sarah, she said.
Just because I'm dressing as one, looking like one, even sounding like one. Doesn't mean I am one. Well sweetie, yes it does mean, you're a girl. Physically, biologically, the mental and emotional Part that slowly adjust to you.
What does that mean, he said/ Well it means that, you'll have periods, cramps. hot flush's. All the things girls feel. And if your not careful, you might experts another thing being a woman. Like what he said. Well you'll probably be the first transgender person. To get pregnant. Yeah, that would happen. He said. Well, your careful it will happen. His first outfit was a blouse, skirt and low heels, and he/she had problems, it was nothing that many women wore. Samuel/Sarah had problems, he/she felt that everybody was staring at him/her in her outfit. Boy this is hard enough, he/she said. Well that first good thing, you said, and you got about another 358 days to go. Hopefully that you'll act more comfortable as one. You act like a tomboy in your first dress, and heels and makeover. But excuses will not work all the time now.
No comments:
Post a Comment