What the hell am I doing? requested by Shadow. By Rhodry

Jeremy was pondering the acting he did, with his ex-girlfriend Samantha. He did love her love, but he thought that she was fooling around with one of his friends.

He broke up with her. Thou he couldn't really prove it. But it was those little things, she acting a bit strangely, doing things things that were odd.
When she left she still left some of her things here, like some of her underwear, her shirts, some of her pants, a few skirts, a dress or three, a few of her shoes, some jewelry , and some makeup too. And a few odd things to like a odd looking coin.
And that nearly six months ago.
She should have come back to get them, but didn't. And I never asked. I just held on to it. For whatever reason, that to reminded of her.
It was like if I touch her shirt, or skirt, it feels like it, she still there.
It was strange feeling, that I can't get past this feeling.
One day, way after the breakup. I was hold one of her shirts next to me, and then I pick that strange coin.
I was thinking about she, and then a strange flash of light was over me.
When the light faded around me.
I wondered what happened to me. As I turned to a wall mirror. I noticed, I saw Samantha, there exactly where was in my clothes, holding her shirt , like I was.
Then I turned my head to see her. She wasn't there, when I moved to the mirror , and touch it. It was me, I was her.
After a several minutes, for some stranger reason. I decided to wear her clothes, since, one, I can't wear mine at the moment. So I can wear hers.
I decided to wear one of her causal skirt outfit and flats.
I put them out, like I was doing it, for years. but it was my first time.
I decided to go outside as her.
As I started to go outside, a knock on the door. It was my friend Ryan, just visiting me.
Then I open the door, automatically. Then saw me as Samantha .
Is Jeremy home.
I answered no, he left, and hour ago. Which in sense was no lie.
Then he say something , that was a bit of shock.
Do you want to make out here, and now.
I was surprise, not that I knew that she was fooling around, but with one of my friend too.
That was a shock, that she and Ryan probably it in place.
I just don't what to think at the moment.
That they did do it here, or that I was thinking of it.
Then for some reason, want to do it, I had these sexually urges. And now I can have some sexually release.
So I start to give him a BJ. It was both disgusting and exciting at same time.
Part of me, was still Jeremy, the other part was Samantha. I don't know who will win or I'll be both.
Or if these temporary or permanent. At the moment. Its not important.