Michael who was still getting used to his new identity and gender was annoyed with his ex-girlfriend Rebecca who had purchased him a dildo for his birthday present.
He did not understand why she had done that and told her so.
Rebecca just looked at him and said I know at the moment you are trying to hang on to your masculinity but there will come a time when you will be ready to accept your femininity and trust me this thing will become very important to your new life.
Now almost 6 weeks after his birthday he was feeling extremely horny and stressed.
He tried to ignore it but it just got more and more insistent.
Out of desperation and not knowing what else to do he pulled his birthday present out of the closet where he had thrown it.
He pulled out his old bottle of lube that he used to use to masturbate back when he was a man.
He pulled two double A batteries out of the TV remote control and inserted them into the dildo.
It took him a couple of minutes to work out how to use it correctly down there.
But once it was in and doing its job all his stress and horniness just faded away & the next morning awakening lying in a pool of his own juices feeling incredible he silently thanked his ex-girlfriend for this present.
It was bad enough I'm a girl, and I have to be a girl. There are certain things I will not do, one dresses, two wear heels, three well the earrings are okay, but not to flashy, four date guy even if I'm a girl now. Now ex-girlfriend , now friends. did something strange, she gave me a dildo.
ReplyDeleteI asked why, she said giving time . Your new feminine hormones will start to rage. And if you don't you be more fridge, more bitchy. I took the object and wanted throw it away. But didn't. Why maybe it reminded me of mine a bit.
Nearly a little a 6 weeks. I was getting more and more crabby, more bitchy, more fridge. Thou I still didn't dresses up in dress, I wore more casually men style girl clothes, loathers, and flat shoes, my hair grew out a bit, but more tomboyish style. I still didn't have sex. Then after I couldn't stand it. I did something , I would it.
I used that stupid dildo. I started low and after nearly have an hour, I had my first female orgasm. Then I took it out of me. And said to myself, she was right. I did need it. I did need it. After my first orgasm. I started to look at myself as a girl.
I started to look for dresses, makeup, maybe start to learn to style my hair different or grow it out. Or at lease buy a few wigs. Maybe call my ex for some girly advice ??
good one
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