She is mad.

I stood outside what used to be my home.

I know Jessica, the woman who had stolen my body and life.

I rang the doorbell.

When she opened the door, I hit her on the head with my pistol.

I tied her to a chair so she could not hurt me.

I unloaded some of the bullets from my pistol slowly.

I said to her are you going to give me my body back and life? 

She looked at me with angry eyes and said, " There's no way back.

Your life is mine, and mine is yours. 

You go back to the streets and leave me to live my comfortable life. I click the pistol shut and spring the chamber. 

I said to her, If there's no way back, then I'm going to make your life a misery in my body. 

I shot her in the right knee and said are you sure there's no way back before shooting her in the left. 

She screamed in agony. There's no way back. It was a one-way swap.

It doesn't matter how much you do to me; you will never get your life, your body, your fortune back. 

I put the gun against my former crotch and said, " Are you willing to bet those balls on that? "With tears running down her eyes in absolute agony, she said, ' Just get it over with. 

I put the pistol back in my handbag and said goodbye. 

I knew she was telling the truth then as I knew she loved my balls and cock and would not risk them for the world. 

I left town that night knowing I was trapped as a lowly educated woman with a criminal conviction for shoplifting prostitution and probably had the police looking for me for the assault on her. 

I changed my name; I became a different woman, settled down in a different town, doing what she had left me doing.

Making money with my body and hoping one day that night would never catch up with me. 

But it did, and that's why I am sitting here, locked in this madhouse, talking to you about why I did what I did.