What a way to ring in the new year.

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I wanted to make sure my daughter did nothing in barring.

I purchased a body suit online.

I slipped it on the night of the party, and with the aid of my wife, I did my hair and makeup and sailed my clothes perfectly.

My wife dropped me off 30 minutes after our daughter had left with her boyfriend.

I felt so out of place.

At the party, I felt like a fraud.

I felt like everybody could tell who I was.

I felt like it could see through my body suit so the real person beneath.

I did not know how to be an 18-year-old girl.

I did not know how to dance and giggle and chat with boys.

I stood in the corner sitting on the cheap glass of bubbly watching the party keeping an eye on my daughter.

I kept on getting annoyed by teenage boys trying to chat me up.

The only thing that made the night bearable was the blessings of bubbling.

I shall have been watching what I was drinking.

I was such a lightweight as a teenage girl.

I woke up the morning after the party with a terrible taste in my mouth an ache between my legs a banging headache and a terrible recollection of what I had gotten look to that night with my daughter and her boyfriend.